Really wanted to go to Instructor's camp this year. And I was going to try, even if it meant getting there at 9 or 10 PM on Friday. I decided not to because I'm so tired in the evenings. There was no way I could safely make the drive after a busy day, in the dark. So glad I did not commit to go. Saw 20 patients in the office while orienting a new employee. One of my patients at the hospital needs to go back to the OR later this AM. If I had signed up for the camp, I would have had to cancel anyway. I'm getting away from the perspective that I must do everything now. There will be instructor's camps years in to the future and I will get to go to many in the future. Despite my internal drive to do everything perfectly, I'm only human....