Now, before I go on about the benefits of these journals this time around, I have to write this out, hopefully, for somebody to see. I have written fifty journals, tallied next to my bed on the days I have done them. However, the website only shows I have thirty something journals. This website has just been a pain, and it has done this with my requirements as well. This is my fiftieth journal, and aint no way this website just not working this time around is gonna cause my downfall :D
GOODBYE MY GIRLIES!
So, last year, I found these journals to be a waste. I was plagued by the death of my dog, Abby, who I have known since I was literally born. These journals just felt like a fake jotting down of whatever joy I could find. This time around, I worked to complete another cycle for her. I have never really and a goal in Taekwondo, and honestly, it had be wondering: Is this for me? I would always practice Poomsae's with my dog watching me, and now that she isn't here, I just for the longest time could not find the fire I used to have. But, at the same time, it made me work harder. I know she is still watching me, cheering me on, wherever she is. There is absolutely no way I am going to let her down. She is my sister, and these journals I have been writing all cycle are what I wish my previous journals were. Just me being me, being funny, making people happy. That is who I am.
That is who I want to be, so I will see you all once again in two years. And also, don't be mad this cycle:
The title of 'Tester Of The Cycle' for the 2025 Spring Black Belt Cycle is going to me, and I am not gonna go easy on anybody this weekend. Good luck to everyone, you are going to need it :D