I went to the doc yesterday. He gave me some new meds to help hopefully with inflammation hoping that my pancreas is inflamed and this along with the other meds will get me back to the level that I can at least eat solid foods... three times a day (or more) would be nice. In the meantime. I have pulled out my handy dandy blender. I've been mixing all kinds of fruits, and almond milk, some hemp seed, blueberries and anything else I can think of that I can blend and eat that may be good to get me nutrients, vitamins and such. I cannot describe what a wonderful taste it was and how nice it felt to feel a little full without the pain that goes with it. Ice cream, no matter how good just isn't getting it to sustain a workout. Today I tried to do some forms. I did them very slow and stretched them through the day. It is amazing to me the light headed feeling and the clammy skin, how quickly it sneaks up on me like I'm going to pass out... the poomsaes today are Still NOT enough, but I truly am trying. I hope that if we can get the 'pancreas attack mode' to settle down can get to putting some nutrients in my body and get caught up. I truly hope I am not so far behind that I can't catch up. I spoke with Master Shin and I am going to take at least another day off from class. I'm not tickled about that because I committed to help teach on Wed. BUT, if I don't take care, get well, when then I am of no help if I'm not here. .....

I hope everyone is doing great... Stay focused ! and Healthy!