this is my thirteenth journal, and since people can't make up their minds whether the number thirteen is good or bad, i'm just going to say it's a 50/50. today i do feel a lot better. for the most part, i can breathe normal again. i don't wanna jinx it tho so i'm not gonna say more on that. it's very sunny outside and it's the last day of winter break. this kinda weather is perfect for the new year.