So we have come back to the freezing cold that I thought would be avoided when my aprents moved my two year old self from Ohio to North Carolina. But NOPE! Weather goes crazy man.
I HATE ONLINE SCHOOLING!
So I had online learning today due to the "severe weather" which might I add, we definitely did not need to be off of school today. But when I am at home trying to do any form of schoolwork, I just have no energy or desire to do anything. The school enviornment really helps, and I feel like I can only do schoolwork IN SCHOOL! My gardes and intelligence when it came to my education plummeted due to Covid, as isolation and inability to focus in the confinds of my own home occured. Disassociation occured during Covid (if you know, I am truly sorry for what you had to experience and I understand how terrifying it is to disassociate) and I fear that eery time I have online learning, it will happen again. That fear and anxiety just makes it so difficult and impossible for me to do online schooling at any form of a "good" ability. hence the reason why I love in school schooling so much more.
Now I need to finish my WAY too much assigned homework as my teachers seem to forget I have a life outside of their lack of ability to TEACH as TEACHERS :D